So a few years I watched a lecture series by a man named Dr. Micheal Heiser called the two powers in heaven, Jesus in the old testament. Funny thing was it wasn't even very evangelical in nature, so I turned off my religious binders and just watched it like a regular person.
It turns out that the New Testament is a hinge point in the bible. First century " Jews " not Christians are just figuring out some of the weird shit that is happening in the old testament. You have this god no one can see but people do see him. Sometimes god is speaking to god. Lots of obscure stuff and you are not sure who is really speaking " The word of the LORD appeared and the LORD said ".etc etc
Readers digest version, First century Christians think Jesus is this other guy. I don't know all the details but when you don't cherry pick scripture , the overview leads to a certain place.
It got me thinking, how depressing it is to spend your entire life trying to disprove this. It literally comes up at every meeting. Over and over and over. It is so weird when you think about it and you no longer really care either way.