Randy,
?Growing Old in the Spiritual Paradise?
by Dogpatch 14 Replies latest jw friends
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Doubtfully Yours
Randy,
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mouthy
I grew old in that" Spiritual Paradise" Lost all my self worth. Took beatings because I thought I HAd to,(one of the requirments to be a JW) Persecution!!!!Had no insurance - after all the end was so close....
Aleinated my parents & worldly friends( another must) ,Everyday letting my health get worse & worse-after all I would get my health back in the new order!!!!worked hard ( because I had to cover all my many sins) made 10 people join me in this Paradise( hic) then when my hubby died, my Rheamatoid Arth: got so bad I could hardly walk, or press the door bells ( so much pain) I happened to mention to one of the LOVING!!!!! brothers,,,I didnt believe Jesus came invisably in 1914- Hey they booted me out , so here I am!!!! didnt have any pension-cos I only worked as a part timer- ( so I could conduct my book studies when I got them)No insurance from hubby. Out in the world no friends!!! Family thought I was crazy-because I had been preaching a false gospel....... So in fact they had reduced me to HELL!!! Believe me it felt like it. !!!! I then went to PA & You know the rest!!!! It was my maternity ward!!!! I saw the light!!! That I had been in darkness!!!Yes I was a breech birth alright,FEET first for all those years ...Now my head appeared & I used it..... NOW!!! YOU KNOW THE REST OF THE STORY!!!! -
Dogpatch
thanks Mouthy!
have a good one in PA this year!
Randy