Hey Bridgette, glad you're feeling good. I've long maintained that happiness is often a choice, or a sum of choices. "Just fu****g let it go" is an essential mantra for happiness. Your post seemed to be all about letting things go.
Sitting too long in front of a computer screen, interacting with people who aren't quite real is a recipe for depression, if nothing else the simple lack of movement will eventually kill you, and it will be a slow, unecessarily angst ridden death. You may find that not being here as too much is symbiotic with your degree of happiness.