Well (((WALTER))) I understand quiet well !!!
but as Avenger said :
One thing I do know is I'm not gonna give up until my last breath.
we're gonna stuck this world on the bad side because we are not able to be "tired" at the same time, just because some are lucky while some others are not ... SO ... Let's see ... and who knows ?
Whatever ...
Let's talk about you WALTER !!! I've get rid of my yo-yo weight problem when I've forgot about diets and you know what, since then it happen that I've forget eating a whole day long !
You are cute man, even a little overweight (lucky you) and who cares anyway (love don't care) The man I fall in love with at 18 was 70 pounds overweight he wasn't even looking good ... After 4 months toghether, he looks like Marlon Brando on he's best feature days even guy's was in love with him !!! He just forgot about eating ... So much things to enjoy when you feel good with yourself and in your body !!! It is not a council we are all reacting different (emotionaly and physically about that) but either way you are still lucky about that !!!
And Avenger
Avenger : (sorry for venting here, but I guess I have my limits too, and sometimes it also gets too much for me. People around me always ask for my help and no matter how much I'm in trouble I always help out. Strangely they think my patience and resources are limitless, just because I suffer in silence and never throw my troubles on them)
Ooops ... Don't be sorry ... Just vent ... It's OK ! Why hold it when it have to get out, others don't care ! Don't wait they give you a ticket to get your turn ! You'll be in a better shape to help others and yourself !!! (BUT YOU KNOW THAT !!! - that was just to tell you that I understand)
Avenger : Let's make things better.
Yes ... and let's stay POSITIVE ANYWAY (not easy ... Oh I know ... but helpfull anyway ... and "all together" always better)