by Aztec 65 Replies latest jw friends
This is how I feel:
A lot of people ask me stupid f*~ckin' questions
A lot of people think that what I say on record
Or what I talk about on a record
That I actually do in real life, or that I believe in it
Or if I say that I wanna kill somebody, that
I'm actually gonna do it, or that I believe in it
Well shit, if you believe that, then I'll kill you
You know why?
Cuz I'm a criminal
Criminal
(You goddamn right)
I'm a criminal
Yeah, I'm a criminal
I'm still very angry about so many things!
~Az
I must say that I identify with EM quite often too .
NwS
Hey NWS! I've thought that noone understood how I felt! Em grew up in the same neighbohood as I did though!
No love at home with your kinfolk
And the world just keep f*ckin with your mental
And all these kids makin fun of your trenchcoat
I don't know why I'm so angry! Maybe cause noone understands what I've lived through!
The most meanest emcee on this - on this earth
Cause since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just cursed
And just blurt this bezerk and bizarre shit that works
And it sells and it helps in its self
To relieve all this tension dispensing me
Sentence is getting it, stress has been eating me recently
All through this chest and I rest to get peacefully
But at least have the decency in you to leave me alone
When you freaks see me out in the streets when I'm eating or feedin' my daughter
To not come and speak to me
I don't know you and no I don't owe you a motherfuckin thing
I'm not Mr. NSYNC and I'm not what your friends think
I'm not Mr. Friendly
I can be a prick, if you tip me my tank is on empty
No patience is in me and if you offend me I'm lifting you ten feet
In the air, I don't care who was there and who saw me just jaw you
Go call you a lawyer file you a lawsuit
I'll smile in the courtroom and buy you a wardrobe
I'm tired of arguing - I don't mean to mean but it's all I can be
It's just me
I've just got so much anger in me right now! Not pretty and not good!
Noone has any idea how much! I keep this shit to myself most of the time! But. I'm so angry!
~Az
I hate this rage that comes over me! I have so much anger in me! (for what I don't know) I'm just so angry about so many things!
I guess that is why I let me son go away...so he could be away!
Noone knows how much anger and frustration I still have! This is why I left...cause noone should see this side of me! I'm angry about everything!
~Az
Yeah NWS! I feel the same way!
~Az
Hey im right there ...... check out the jwd suicide post.....I was hoping to get the boot , so that I wouldn?t have to deal with the stimulus here .....but wtf ..ANGER IS NATURAL ....Right ?
NwS
Im so angry and have so much rage in me! I don't know why! I just want to beat people up for no reason!
Argh!
~Az
I'm glad Eminem says the things I wish I could!
I saw it NWS! Thanks!
*still angry*
~Az
He says all the things we think , Hey you can always pm me ..... it seems were going though some of the same kind of feelings .
