Wish you success in your search. But a lifetime may not long enough, I fear. I choose to have faith in the simple teachings of Christ that encouraged love, compassion and mercy. How can one go wrong?
Your wishes for my success are not needed, but I sincerely thank you for your thoughts and sentiments.
Your absolutely right mizpah that "faith" -- no matter what you have it in -- changes. That's why there are so many different faiths; and I imagine no one persons "faith" is exactly like anyone else's.
Faith, seems a pretty fickle
thing to put ones faith in.
The word "faith" implies a loyalty, allegiance, confidence or belief in a cause, person(s), plan, god or divine power. I, have no such faith in anyone or anything. Be it theological, philosophical or scientific.
Do you need faith, or belief, that there is aliveness and awareness within you? Of course not. You are conscious and aware, to dispute it is to prove it. No faith, no belief needed. In fact, the mental gymnastics of faith and belief will only cloud and numb you to It.
There is something beyond faith and belief my friend. That, which is very much here this moment. That, which is the very foundation of all existence. That, which is Presence, Awareness and Truth Itself. That, which we ignore because our focus and attention is on other things (like faith and beliefs in tiny anthropomorphic deities, or scientific theories).
I choose to have faith in the simple teachings of Christ that encouraged love, compassion and mercy. How can one go wrong?
That's great Mizpah, how can one argue against love, compassion and mercy? However, the foundation on which this Christian love is based is conditional and tainted. It is not true and pure unconditional-love. It requires that I accept Jesus as my Savior, or I will pay a price. A price I am not likely to appreciate or enjoy. However, o
ne day I discovered something within myself, that shed much light on this subject.
I have children and I help them when I can. I am there for them. They don't have to do anything in return. They can hate me (and at times some of them probably have), but I love them and always will, no matter their personal disposition or attitudes towards me. In other words: they have not the power to change my feelings or love for them. At times I may not like the way they act or the things they do, but the love is unmarked and unconditional. They don't have to accept me or love me in return for me to be there for them. I image most of us have this same degree of love within ourselves, weather we are aware of it or not.
I discovered mizpah, innate depths of love within my own being that cast a shadow over the conditional love attributed to God and Jesus by the Christian religion. From that moment on I could no longer honestly and sincerely believe in or worship a God, a "most High", that seemed to possess a lesser love than the gift of love within me.
In my view the Christian religion makes a mockery of God, our Source; by reducing It to tiny vengeful deity that will punish you if you do not feed it's ego with acceptance of him as The Savior. Because mankind and Societies are very diverse, labeling divinity with names like Jesus, Allah, Buddha Jehovah, whatever will only cause division and separation, and never bring us together. Better we looked within to what we all share in common. What is there already if we look deeply enough to see? Sadly, having "faith" in a religious "truth" seldom gives us such motivation or insight.
Perhaps if we let go of such disparaging beliefs and "faith" about God, we may discover we have never been abandon or separated -- and we need do nothing to bath in unconditional divine love.
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