I more concerned about you getting reinstated. If your asking this question then you do not belong at the Kingdom Hall.
I wasted 20years getting reinstated and through the process I realized all JW doctrines are lies! All of them!
It was a hard road to be dfd and sitting at meetings for that many years. I thought they had some truth and wanted to be able to talk with family. The bottom line, I got treated worse after being reinstated! People looked at me like I had a virus!
Every thing in The Revelation Its Grand Climax is completely false.
Please do not waste your youth on this crazy cult!
Take some classes and let school take the place of meetings!