please don'tt think we're heartless because we don't reply to your thread. one, things move so fast on here things may be missed. two, i read a lot of things, i remembre your post, but my head is so f*** up at the minute, i do not feel i could reply my feelings to your post and do it justice. That does not meanyour post has not touched my heart, just that my responce to it goes beyond what this board can comprehend. I hpe you will continue to post here, I look forward to reading your post's.
I have not rejected God; I have rejected a doctrine-a belief of a man and his followers.
Everybody here has to make thier own minds up, thats one of the benefits of being a non-jw, we can make our own minds up. Personally, I find I cannot believe in a god anymore, but I have the upmost respect for anyone who can. You do what feels right for you, and f*** anybody who says different.