Logical,
This is precisely whats screwing with my head, I read stuff like this, I read other stuff, what the hell do I believe? I have no idea what to.
I really can't tell you what to do. I see myself as a life-long learner. If I see that something sounds more reasonable, or can be proven, I will change my mind accordingly.
A good way to start, and I try to be, is to use your name. Be Logical
I also consider not only myself, but to what my actions will have upon others. Even if at this time I consider myself more of an atheist, it does not prevent me from reading religious literature. Funny thing though. The more religious literature I see, the more convinced I become of the fraud of organized religion.
I believe that god would have to be, above all, a mathematical entity. Physical and chemical laws are guided by mathematics.
Astronomers, for instance, have found that there are galaxies that are 14 billion light years away. This is a measure of distance, but it also means that we see a light that started on its way to us more than 14 billion years ago. Therefore they were created at least that many years ago. I find it incredible to think that the god of the bible would create them 10,000 years ago, after the Earth, then move some of them to incredibly long distances. Accelerate their light, so that they would cover various distances, and then slow light so that it would appear differently. The more I look into Hebrew mythology, the more I am convinced that the reason why these facts are hidden from people is because a lot of people have vested interests in covering the truth.
What do I do? I try to make the world a better place to be for future generations. Even if a little. I believe humanity will survive religious ideas and do the right thing because it is right. Not because of a punishment or a reward.
faraon