Homey,
I'm glad this has helped you if this could be also your problem. I've had a couple of stiff ones myself after work today. People like yourself and me....like to medicate just to feel good. I don't see anything wrong with feeling good........IF, it doesn't become a major problem for you and others. I too was a pill popper for quite some time (pain meds) They made me feel good and I felt I could function better. I have quit that and moved to "herbal" remedies
We envy those who can just be straight and feel good without meds. Remember.......everyone has their hangups. It is NO barometer as to what kind of person we are. Many who have these "seemingly' hangups....mearly have a differnt type than others.....it's just that we get shit from others from it.
Everybody is different.....thank goodness.
I'm off to take a nap for a couple of hours.
Gumby