Hi all,
I'm having a bit of a tough day and thought I'd update you.
I'm a coordinator for three different divisions in a pharmaceutical company - oncology, urology, and managed care. I have one more division than the other two girls in the office - they only handle two. I also sit at the front desk, which means I get all the visitors/packages/etc. Since I sit at the front desk, it also means I am the operator of the phone system. My job is continually interrupted every 5 minutes or so. I can't ever stay focused on any one thing between guests, phones and my three bosses. I've addressed this with my directors and "nothing can be done". We don't have any space or budget to get help. So I'm seriously looking for another job. I left early today and applied to about 10 different positions on the internet today.
I am so angry and hurt right now I could be shooting flames. I am worried because I left early today that they will be angry at me tomorrow. I'm worried they'll let me go. If they do, they do, but in the meantime, I'm at the point where I don't feel like I can be nice to them anymore. I feel like if I threatened to leave, they wouldn't care. Honestly. How is it that I always end up working for these type of corporate yahoos that only look at the money??? Employees have feelings??? Who gives a $hyt???
I'm so frustrated. I do believe things happen for a reason. What is the reason here? I just can't figure it out.
Thanks for letting me vent. And thank you all for the previous hugs. I reread through these threads when I'm down. I've been doing a lot of rereading today.
Love,
Andi