Hi Guys!
This is my first posting and my question is:
Does anyone remember the movie (I believe the name was) "Heritage" the borg presented on TV around 68-71? Anyone who remembers this short film please feel free to comment.
A quick rundown on me:
It was so long ago...I was baptised at 9 years old still learning about how to function in life in an abusive house, being the youngest dealing with physical, emotional and (covert) sexual abuse, trying to please my mother. I really did think this was the right thing to do even after being dis-F'd in my 20's up until re-thinking everything over the the last 4 years. I am 44 and my whole belief system has been rocked!
I've gone through the gamut of emotions and confusion and I'm starting to except all that I have read and heard via Ray Franzs' books and Randall Watters tapes and, folks, this has been a rough one!
This is my first attempt in putting any of this in writing and it holds a lot of emotion for me as I write. I've seen what all of you have been going through and I see a lot of anger. My deepest thoughts and feeling are this: There is a weeding out work going on, not in that Organization but, in the world. We really do have to forgive everyone for the wrongs done to us and follow the Christs example of love. For me to go on another day in this world, I don't see any other option. I have friends who are also ex-jw's and they are very angry, almost to the point of self destruction.The pattern we have in common is once we live through the pain of discovery, we can either set out to destroy those who hurt us or we forgive and remember- Jesus fortold these things.
So, now that the storm has blown over, I want to practice what Jesus teaches us and not hate but, to love.
I pray this anger and hurt doesn't consume us any longer
May real love and peace be with you!
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