Hi Joanne
I'd like to welcome you too and thank you for sharing. You've had a painful life, but you've managed to realise at a young age what the org. is all about. And thats a good thing. Now even though it may take some time to deal with the pain, you can move on to better things and maybe eventually your mum too will realise that the org. is not what she thinks it is.
This board is a comfort to know there are others that have gone through similar experiences. I hope you enjoy your stay here.
BEW