P-nut, All I can say is You are THE MAN. I hope that you can live your dream, now is your chance. I hope you can do it and I hope that it will help to ease your pain now that you are out of the borg. I think that everyone does somthing that they thought they would never have a chance at doing in the borg. Some of us go off the deep end and others take chances on things that they would not have a chance at doing in the troof. Take life by the balls and don't let go.
Your Bro.
Clint