Czaro,
I know what you are saying. You wanted to be in control of your break off, rather than they controlling you. Like in a relationship if YOU break it off than it's your doing. Now they broke you off. So you are df'd, and you wanted to be in control to DA yourself.
In the long run, as far as the organization is concerned, you are looked on as the same DA and DF will be dealt with the same. You would be waisting your time and efforts if you wanted to change your status, which in the long run doesn't change anything anyway.
Your life goes on. Don't let the WT be an influence on you any longer. If you let this status bother you, than they are still controlling you. You have the power to not let that happen to you. You are now free, enjoy it.
Puternut