My goal now I am single again is to find a friend that wants to keep the realtionship simple. Like if we want to go out then we do, if we dont then we dont. We can spend wild weekends or romps in bed but we are free to see others. I have done the deep and meaningful relationship thing and it was just plain bad...nearly 20 years of bad. I no longer trust but I no longer want anyone to need or depend upon me. He would have to be free, have plenty of friends to want to go out with and me with mine.
Sure I miss not having someone to come home to but believe me coming home to someone who was a raving looney is scary and I would never want to go through that again! Somedays I think I am sick of not having someone special but I also believe that if I am meant to meet someone I will. Besides which I am so ugly I dont think I am going to have a problem about meeting someone for a relationship! (Long story on another thread)!