Sandy,
I am df'd.........yes, I said I was sorry. I told them the reason I didn't tell them what happened earlier was because I was embarassed. When they asked if I told Jehovah I was sorry, I said of course I did.
Then I explained that when you pray to Jehovah, you don't see his eyes. You don't see the look of disappointment in his eyes......you can hide in his hand and cry. I said that when talking to the elders you have to see their face. One elder said, "When you look at the elders you are seeing the face of Jehovah."
I knew I was done with the religion then........... I hung on for a while but that comment made me reel.
Did they hear what I said, NO............ they made a decision based on their own thoughts. I was so upset.