Well I truly consider myself in good company , we are so much more than surviors , we are going to find the zest in life, even if it kills us.....hehe.
There are so many trigger points in our bodies,,,,,,,little bundles of muscles that can flare up at any time. In FMS,,,,,it is not just the muscles, but the ligaments, tendons that surround them, and the fascia, is that what it is called,,,,,,,that surrounds the muscle . That is why sometimes we feel our bones are hurting, when it is the ligaments, tendons and fascia all around the bone that is the problem. I have arthritis too, so I know bone pain, and the muscle pain seems worse to me. It is such a burning , sharp deep pain.
I have had to have shots of Demerol to control the flareups, because after days of the pain, I would also be in a full blow 2 day migraine attack.
There is a book, I can't find it , but it is a blue book, workbook size,,,,,,,and it is wonderful,I got mine at Books A million. It tell you so many things to explain all the weird things going on because of FMS.
The handwriting, can be bad because of the TP's ( trigger points) being inflamed there. I get that alot.
Also,,,,,,,yes , I can trace my very worst flare up attacks durning times of my life when things were the worst.......Gawdddddddd, how far I can go back. Childhood stuff, parents fighting, mom on drugs, rehab for her, taking too much responsiblity for a child, my father's stictness and perfectionism. My mom's suicide left me with years of suffering, nightmares and trauma that triggered full blown major depression worse than I ever had before.
The fibro attacks got worse when my youngest son who is now almost 10 , was born 2 months early, 3 yrs of his life he was at the hospital at least 2 times a week and not expected to live at first.
When we left the borg,,,,,,,, I started getting better. I have had migraines and attacks , and would have loved to have a shot of demerol or a lortab,,,,,,,,but I was able to hold off. I was able to wait it out and it did pass. I haven had a shot in over 2 yrs.
I did have a shot of lidocaine in my jaw bone several months ago, but that was for TMJ.
But really , especially with you Sentinal and Talesin,,,,,,,,you both have alot on your plate right now. You have to stop, relax , breathe, and pamper yourself in some way. Sleep is sooooooo vital. It is hard when you are so used to running 110% all the time, no wonder one burns out........even thou they keep going.
I can really say the best med I ever tried was Elavil, just 10 to 20 mg, is a small dose but will help you get in that stage 4 sleep that we need. I had to stop taking it because I gained too much weight and it made me want sweets so bad. If i ever get to the point I can't stand the pain, I still have some, and it does help me sleep. Most people take it everyday and get used to the sleepiness side effect. It is cheap and helps more than Prozac for pain in my opinion.
Best of luck to you all,,,,,,,,if you ever want to talk just send me a PM or [email protected]