Whatever you do--don't meet with the Sm-elders again. Don't answer ansy questions about even your THOUGHTS. They will use some such bullshit as quoting Jesus (Every man who even THINKS about it has already committed adultery.)
If anything say it came to you in therapy sessions. True or not. This will get them off your back (OHHHH! that explains it, he's having worldly ideas put into his head by a therapist). Then you can tell them you are just too confused to talk to anyone right now.
Do the SLOWLY FADE AWAY thing. Don't let them have anymore control over you.
Go live your life.
Lisa