Welcome boy@crossroads.!!!! Stick around >>this place is a corner of the "world" where unconditional love is handed out.
You wont have to send in your time- No study really needed -unless you want to find the real truth... Then you just Pray!!!!!! http://Quotes.Watchtower.ca is a good place to visit.
I was a JW for 20+ year -with them 25- baptised 21+ - I was Disfellowshipped because I dont believe Jesus came invisably in 1914- I am going to be 77 years old next month- I was told that my girl of 8 would never have to go to college as we were going to be in Paradise ....Well !!!they were right in ONE way___ SHE is in Paradise --- she died from Breast cancer at 42....yrs old....!!!!!!But she found the real truth before she died!!!! That JWS are False Prophets. Spoken of in Deut 18: 20 22.......
My advise to you( since you asked) is try to not let "bad relations" come between you & your family- do a slow fade ..... Else everyone will shun you. Show loving kindness as you never have done before- It baffels them.!!!... I might add>> They( elders) came to ask me If I would like to come back in the "truth a couple of years ago - after kicking me out in 1987..... I said Yes!!! if I could think Independently..... But I wonder why I didnt hear from them again.... God bless & dont give up on God- It wasnt HIS fault we didnt read it right....FOLLOW NO MAN AT ALL !!!!! Yes Jesus was MAN& GOD!!!!!!