Is this just a phase.
Gawd I hope not. We wouldn't want to return to our vomit now would we?
Religion is creepy. Almost every damn bit of it assumes that one person somehow got a line to god that some other person didn't. What bollocks!
People who can preach to a congregation about god, are not people who've done enough rational or introspective or honest thinking. Their ego allows them to, with a straight face, tell other people what an invisible force (that science can't even show exist) wants and expects from us, and what that mysterious invisible force will do if it is not accomodated according to the beliefs of said preacher. If that isn't the height of ego-ism, what is? And 99% of all religious or "spiritual" writing is the same scenario.