Brownboy!!! I have not read all the answers you got.. Only because I am too busy, & not feeling up to par/.
But I want to say I am sorry to see you go.... Why???Because I feel your pain. Your a loyal follower of man... Hey I was too!!!! I would have willingly died for the organization...Took many beatings from my hubby- because I too thought it was absolute truth.....
If you must go. I will say.>>>...If you TRULY believe they have the only Truth, & you believe in Jehovah!!!! Then pray incessantly for the REAL truth!!!!! for YOU!!!! if you decide it is the Watchtower>>> Just take a little advice from this old lady!!!! Dont judge! show inconditional love ! & speak with the mediator whom the scriptures identify as JESUS ( Not just for the144.000) for ALL. I assume your one of the ALL!!!! Gods blessing on your journey. But if you decide to just read - we will be pleased I am sure ((((HUGS))) Grace /Mouthy