((((ohio cowboy)))),
Welcome to the board. I don't think I've "met" you, yet.
I see the moderators have already removed the hate speech on that other thread, and I, too, hope you will stick around. This forum's benefits far outweigh its drawbacks and is a godsend for so many of us! I remember getting a few nasty and derogative remarks about my intelligence when I was still a newbie and how much that hurt, as I, too, was looking for a "safe" place to lick my cultic wounds. But then I remembered what a culture of judgmentalism most who post here had recently left behind. I decided to cut them some slack and to try to help set the tone of the forum by keeping my own posts civil. I have seen tremendous personal growth occur among hundreds of JWD posters, who slowly have put off the chains of narrowminded religous bigotry and have emerged as quite wonderfully accepting human beings. (I hope I can count myself among them. )
I am sorry for your pain.
outnfree