OMG..........I am so nervous...
They only came cause 6 months ago, NODenial brought up a series of questions and the CO asked if he could come back with the tattling brother (pm me if ya want to know about the tattling brother)
I came down about 5 minutes after primping........just got outta the shower, and got ready...almost came down "braless"...but my modesty wouldn't allow me (lol)
I looked at the Co and said: You know the last time you visited, NOBODY ever introduced you to me......I knew you were the CO but that's it"..(I said that because I wanted them to know I felt INVISIBLE)
Well...........the 2 were there to only talk to NOdenial..(as usual, because I am NOT a person---sorry my hostility is being expressed).
I made coffee..like a good stepford wife( I mean JW wife...lol) at least they acknowledged my HOSTESS abilities.......lol
The rest of the hour was NOdenial's talking with the CO...He brought up tastfully several topics like: UN website....Malawi issues........and how his elders caused his df'ing even though he was repentant cause severe anxiety. Like: he said he would try to go to the meetings but he would get nauseous,..because attending Jah's house should be a place of "refuge" and instead he was nauseous and sick...(good job NOdenial)
The only time the Co asked for MY answer was when he said: "I think the WTBS made an apology for the 75 issue. He looked over at me at that time to get my response. I said: I vaguely remember that issue.
Otherwise: I was still INVISIBLE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
And I was the big meeting attender.......What is the problem here???????????
So I sat there and smiled and acted like a big "actress".........waiting for the Co to invite me to tomorrow's Sunday meeting......HE only invited my husband........
Hello: Am I invisible????????????????????????????
Ok...you all got to know...........I am a "slow burner"....................things hit me a lot slower......because I have been taught to "put up with crap" to show how forgiving I should be........well, it has hit the fan............
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