CG, flyin......
Ok I am going to go puke now. What is with this I have a great younger husband and I feel bad about myself crap?
Seriously though, that is what life is all about, you can have the best of everything, but when you are down and depressed you need someone there who understands. I use to be told, you are young and beautiful, ( in my young and beautiful days ) You have 3 great kids, a handsome husband, a great home, you are a great decorator, < insert stepford wife barf here > what are you so sad about?
Edit all the witness stuff, life is about feelings, and we have them. There are times we just want to cry our eyes out, over childhood losses, dead pets and parents who didn't love us unconditionally. So no matter how good it is now, our emotions are still there.
Good for you CG for putting them in writing. ((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))