Thanks again for the replies, you have all helped me in this difficult part of my life.
In gratitude, I will offer my thanks by letting you all know, that during the course of the year I have been collecting and recording previous musical work that has inspired me in times of difficulty to "shut up and get on with it!"
I would like to offer all the members of this forum, with exclusive preview access to the recordings when they are published online in spring.
cheers,