Excuse me for not answering sooner, I am just getting into work. I will try to reply to the different comments made.
AlanF: Jehovah has the power to influence your mind, make you think that you are leaving the organization, when really, he is cleansing you out. Good luck.
Billygoat: Don't lecture me on whether I should post here or not. Why should you lecture me? The opinions of Witnesess like imyself make this forum more appealing and it shows the other sides opinions to the debates that go on here.
ianao: Thank you for your encouragement. I have had a chance to have conversations with members of the GB and believe it or not, they do see things a similar way to myself. Sometimes, it takes time to make something right. The organization is now bigger than it ever way, and many bad things and bad people infiltrate it. The idea is to clean it up.
alamb: I don't have answer for your question. I don't know how Jehovah is overseeing your situation. I was reading the book of Job this week. In a way, he felt frustrated like yourself. He did not understand how Jehovah was handling his situation. All he knew was that he had to be faithful. In the end, Jehovah blessed him and will bless him greater after the resurrection. One thing is for sure, he does see your suffering, cries when you cry, and will soon give you the happiness you deserve.
Waiting:
You've made interesting points. I agree that Child Molestation is a sickness. It's not due to temporary weakness. Maybe Jehovah is steering things around, so that his organization takes care of this problem. I don't know. I due have faith in that Jehovah sees what's going on and will make the necessary adjustments. I try not to get ahead of him. I've enjoyed talking with you also.
Mommie Dark: Don't get so emotional. Maybe I should change my comment to say "Your post implied that..." By saying "filth and perversion exist among JW congs" you making a general statement and implying that it goes on in every congregation. That is not true. I understand that it happens in some. I understand that some elders have not taken care of the situation properly. Even if that's true, I still choose to have faith in Jehovah and leave it in his hands. I can't change everything that goes on in all congregations, I can only make sure it does not happen in my own congregation. Peace to you.