I went to a memorial and to one meeting, not in that order.
The one meeting had me disgusted. I was disgusted by people's behavior, and 'holier than thou' attitude. An elder came up and interrogated me, and I just answered two questions and said, "look, I gotta go. See you soon."
The next time was the 'memorial', and I was equally disgusted. I swore that I'd never ever ever go back again, and I haven't.
If they're the true religion then god can certainly kill me. I'd rather be dead than live eternity with bizarre rules and judgmental arseholes.