I break it all down in my mind differently. I slice it, dice it and shuffle the deck with a different set of values. Here is how I see it.
1.If you are in a faith and have questions about doctrine you cannot resolve you are "troubled". Your desire is to understand. By the faith you are view as spiritually weak. But, you are honest. You desire harmony of action with belief and intellect.
2.If you pretend to be true to your faith and yet live out of congruence with the tenets of that faith you are a hypocrite. Your secret life hurts only you.
3.If you disagree with your religion and challenge their beliefs and refuse to accept attempts to explain the "true" understanding then you are rebellious and will be put outside the congregation.
4.If you actively fight against the faith you once espoused you are an Apostate. Passivity cannot amount to being an apostate. You must be actively fighting against the religion you once believed in.
I was difellowshipped in 1979 and no particular name was put on the reason other than I wouldn't follow advice about my personal life. We'll call it "rebellion". I never said or did anything to actively oppose the work or beliefs of the Society until this year.
I am now a willing and eager apostate. I am the enemy of what the governing body stands for. I am not the enemy of the rank and file publishers. I view them as willing dupes. I forgive them for they know not what they do.