I'm so grateful to everyone for their positiveness, whenever and wherever they send it
I believe a more combined effort once a month for those who can't make the regular Tuesday evenings is a wonderful idea - not just for me, but for everyone taking part because it makes one feel good to know that they are contributing in such a way. I believe the more who pray the greater the power.
I've already exceeded the prognosis of two doctors (I should have been dead already) so your efforts ARE working! The latest prognosis is that I should be dead in 5 months, so I'd appreciate any extra effort, such as Ross suggests, to turn that belief on its head, also!
I'm doing all I can to survive because there is so much I want to live for. My tumour has brought new meaning to my life and so I don't look at it as an enemy, more as a manifestation of my body warning me to change my lifestyle, which I have done and am feeling all the better for. I should like to devote the rest of my life to helping others, especially those diagnosed with cancer. I now know what it's like to experience the whole gamut of emotions and of the immense importance of family, friends and somewhere to go to express one's feelings and to receive positiveness.
Yes, cancer is a dreaded disease but it doesn't have to be a fatal one. We have a choice, to succumb or fight. I choose to fight, not because I am afraid of death, but because I believe I am responsible for my cancer manifesting itself in the first place. I have taken full responsibility and since doing so have actually felt the healing process begin. I do have some bad days, it's true, but with your help I CAN overcome them and end up being victorious. I genuinely believe that!
I'm going for Reiki at 3.00 p.m. BST today, so if any of you feel like adding to the power please feel free. I have never felt so positive in all my life!
Please never stop sending me your prayers, good wishes and vibes because they ARE all working. It isn't going to fully decrease the tumour overnight but I believe it is already shrinking. This is a team game. And remember, what you give you will definitely receive.
All my sincere love, thanks and best wishes,
Ian