I have been a Ministerial servant for 15 years. After 1994-95 "generation change" and 1999 "being hit by hurricane and no WT/brothers help"
I had serious doubts. In this time though I've been asked to be elder twice.
My question is.... If the holy spirit directs the nominations of Ms and Elders... What reasons
would the holy spirit have in nominating me, since I am "apostate in heart"?
I have declines twice, and had to come up with family bulls---t as an excuse.
Thus, I have the privilege of hearing some things from the inside, and help others who doubt this bad religion