To me, this song nails the relationship between an exiting Dub & the WTS/god
Linkin Park - Numb I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes
(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
every step that I take is another mistake to you
(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
***/
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
is be more like me, and be less like you
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can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
every step that I take is another mistake to you
(caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
and every second I waste is more than I can take
***/
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
is be more like me, and be less like you
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