My beautiful, sweet, loving, kind grandmother passed away today.One of the only three people in my life who ever loved me unconditionally. At the end they tell me she was not struggling, but for weeks before that, she did. she suffered, horribly. Hideously. Torturously.
My world will not easily stay on its axis without her. I still cannot believe this is happening.
She deserved so much better than this. She dedicated her life to teaching people "the truth". She deserved peace, not suffering.
I know, she was old and people don't live forever. But I can't believe it ended this way.
There is no god.
I love you, grandma. I will ache for you every single day for the rest of my life.
esmeralda