i post because 1. i'm a message board addict.. belong to 3 or 4 that i post on daily. i read at several more, this being the only ex jw one..the other ex jw sites were to combative or i just didnt fit in there for whatever reason.
2. because i want to know how much of my thinking is fucked up by wtbs and how much of its just me being stupid or something.
3. because i see so many going thru so many stages of leaving.. i'm somewhere in the middle i think. i hate seeing someone tormented thinking they are going to die in armageddon tommorow if they quit going to meetings. and if theres anything i can say to relieve that torment then i'm here for ya.
4. to get a laugh, there are many threads where we can put aside the seriousness of coming out of the wtbs and laugh about it. thats very healing to someone like me.
5..the curiosity that someday i'll run across someone from my old hall that thinks like i do and we can have a good gossip fest about the self righteous ones from our hall.. gawd that would feel good lol