Outbutnotdown:
I think your post exemplifies two distinct aspects of what could be called (after Nietzsche) the nihilistic side of monotheism and especially Christianity.
(1) On the intellectual level, the negative conceptualisation and criticism of "polytheism", "idolatry" or "paganism" which is essential to the very constitution of monotheism is bound to backfire against "God" as the "supreme idol".
(2) On a more psychological level, the ambivalent and irrational appeal of paradox (strength through weakness, life through death etc.) is absolutely essential to Christianity: I think the famous misquote of Tertullian, credo quia absurdum (I believe because it is absurd), sums up the gist of most Christian (e.g. Kierkegaard's) anti-apologetic stance; and I feel there is more to it than mere escapism. Unfortunately it is an issue that few Christians are willing to delve into (I tried that earlier, cf. http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/63761/1.ashx).