Powerful and painful story Ashton. I'm sorry for what happened to you. You deserved far better. Sadly it's all too common. I was molested at roughly the same age as you, so I do understand.
You might want to consider therapy. It doesn't change what happened, but it can change how you feel about what happened. If you are anything like I was, you've got a lot of poison inside that needs to come out.
I'm glad you're here.
Chris