Doughtfully yours
You have my admiration, for doing what you do for the love of your family. How you stand going to meetings and suchlike. I found it really hard towards the end and I still thought it was the truth
The born agains are always talking about Jesus and are ridiculed by the witness, cos they dont know him!
I was terrified by armageddon and Jehovah
example of prayer " Jehovah im really sorry, I want to do the right thing but I just dont seem able too, help me be a better witness, I go to all the meetings, field service, pre study but it doesnt seem to help. Ive been trying for 20 years now, when will I get it right, please , please help me, I really want to do this, are you even listening to me I know I say the same things all the time but I need your help please "
And no he was never listening, even though I still pray