JW Ben,
I don't really know anything about your history with the Witnesses, it doesn't matter. I understand, because I believed as you did for over 30 years. I had no REAL doubt, until the 'theory' I believed in became 'very personal'.
I am not going to argue scriptures, I won't argue that some "blood tranfusions kill people", either. Hell, in a well publicized event recently an organ transplant recipient died, because somebody mis-type matched the blood type of the donor !
Of course, you know just a few years ago...if that organ recipient was a JW...they would have withered and died, because, unseen men in Brooklyn, said organ transplants were 'cannibilism'. Then one day, the sun comes up on the JW Empire and the same unseen, unknown 'little men behind the curtains'...working & pulling their levers in secret...decided transplants are 'OK' after all. So-o, did Jah mislead them before or after that 'doctrinal' change ? And what of the JW's who gave their lives following THAT belief ?
However...my Mom did need a blood transfusion a few years ago. The "little unseen men in Brooklyn" said "NO!" They murdered my Mom as surely as with a gun. THEY convinced her to believe their con-game... that God told them transfusions were 'wrong.'
In a few years or maybe the next issue of the WT, will these "unseen" little rulers tell us "Hey, uh...Jah told us last night...transfusions are now...A-OK ? Live long & Prosper !"
You know why I think the "transplant" doctrine 'went away'? I would bet life got personal for a Governing Body member...someone close to them was going to die. Their loved one needed a heart, kidney, liver... "New Light" is b o r n . . .
I will however argue that MY Mom would have lived. That is a fact. She DIED in a hospital, surrounded by frustrated doctors who COULD save her from suffocating to death from lack of Oxygen. Her DEATH WARRANT was sealed however, by a 'Blood Card' duly signed and "witnessed" by 'anointed' Elders, appointed by 'God's annointed' Governing Body. A "Kill Me for Free" card. To make sure she died properly...the "Holy Hospital Liason Death Commitee" was there, too.
My whole family watched my Mom's bright hazel eyes stop moving...dilate and die. Have you ever seen that happen ?
Overheard in my Mom's room after the gasping, crying and sobbing quietened a little, my JW sisters and others...were walking around 'comforting' the other JW's by saying: "It is so sad, but you know Jehovah is SO proud of her...she died faithful...that's all that really counts, isn't it?" "Yes, I am so proud she did not give in to Satan's pressures" "She could have taken the easy way out..."
* sigh* I'll bet the same words were spoken when loved ones died that could not accept an organ transplant.
The "unseen" little rulers still don't know or care about my mother.
If you sense bitterness, you read well. Please open your mind, JW Ben, before the same happens to your loved ones. It will become very, very personal. I waited too late to save my Mom.
Rabbit