Narkissos, a LOT of things have a negative connotation, I usually try to reclaim those words. I know that paganism has that sort of flavor because of the misinformation about it for centuries, but when I tell someone I am pagan it sometimes starts a dialogue about what that really means to me. The common perception about paganism:
- for flakes
- no morals or moral code
- worship rocks and trees
- satanists
As to the first, people may make that judgement just based on the pagan thing, but they would be underestimating me (thats okay). To the second, I do have a very strong moral code, I am very monogomous, pretty vanilla sexually if you discount that I'm a lesbian , don't believe in harming another human if I can help it (don't preach that to anyone else, just try to follow it for myself), don't believe in breaking laws. As for worshipping rocks and trees, I have a reverence and a respect for the earth because I think the ecosystem is fairly fragile and interdependant, but I don't worship it. I do believe in a higher power, that power may be more omnipresent than some others believe but thats fine too. And finally I don't believe in satan and don't like dark energy.
When I said earlier that paganism is a vast pantry for a lot of belief systems it may be because there is no structured "governing body" telling any of us what to believe. We tend to have beliefs in common, and even get attitudes about others (we're human), but in general we follow our own path.
You may not know that pagans can be VERY deeply spiritual.
Just some random thoughts as I get ready to go make some lunch.
Sherry