I was concerned for the future. Everything seemed so negative to me at the time and I had a young family. I really feared for them but couldn't bring myself to go to church as all I could see was hypocrisy. The JWs were the only so-called "Christians" coming round with a message of hope - and they seemed so friendly and really interested in my family and I. Of course, I fell for it all!!
It's really wonderful to be free now and to see life for what it really is. Negativity? There isn't any in my life anymore!
Ian