by minimus 63 Replies latest jw friends
nope. but i think that the minute you have that thought of "maybe i won't always be one...", as of then you aren't really a JW anymore even though you still are technically. and if someone asked you at that point if you ever thought you wouldn't be a JW, you'd say "no!"
i just mean that the answer will always be no. if it's yes, then you're already gone (or never really were one).
no way.
i remember thinking to myself how awful it must be to be df'd and know the truth and know what your destiny is at armageddon and how i could never leave and be in that situation.
i felt so sorry for those ex brothers and sisters and i guess that's why i eventually became one of them.
i didn't feel godly hate for them so i obvious was not of the right sort to stay in the organisation.
zaphod
Nope! It's a freakin miracle!
>>Did I Ever Think You'd No Longer Be A Witness?
NOPE. I never thought I would ever get out of this trap. I was raised in and tried to be one of them. Always wanted to please them, but I never felt like anyone ever cared about ME... I always envisioned that I would be sitting of curb watching Armagedon come and not being allowed to be apart of it because I did not become baptized and do the witness thing.. The fact that I did not have any Godly love for the religion(and I told my study people that) did not matter.. It only mattered that I did the work, not give a damn about feelings.
QUESTION: DID YOU EVER THINK YOU'D BE FREE??? DID YOU EVER THINK YOU'D NOT CARE WHAT THEY THINK OF YOU?? DID YOU EVER THINK YOU'D ACTUALLY FIND THE WITNESSES REPULSIVE???
harpy
