I have tried to give back as much as I have given.
I really miss being in chat though when we could help doubting ones. That brought the most satisfaction, being able to give to others what we have recieved there. Sometimes they come here a little worried and guilty for being here, and it was nice when they came into chat first, when you could give them a little preempt about what threads to look for, and how not to be worried, because the knowledge here would give them instead of judgment for venturing on such a site, but instead freedom from guilt if they havent associated in a long time......or freedom to let go...