by Sirona 22 Replies latest jw friends
Joe Jackson, before had whipped them for playing guitar now encouraged it (due to monetary influences - they were making money now).
The roots of mjs bizarre behaviour lie in the roots of indiana and the relationship with his abusive father
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no more references to JWs at the moment.
but for Mj a devout JW, a conflict between doing what his father says and what his mother (JW) wanted
Bill: "music which conflicts with their belief is attributed to Satan"
Catherine Jackson knew that MJ's music violated Jehovahs Law.....
Catherine stood by while marketeers taught her son to lie
Suddenly he was the most precocious 9 year old on the planet
its not a lie if you're talking about your image...it is OK to tell a lie if it is called public relations
Michael would never graduate form High School, never go to a prom
Michael did not have child peers (so didn't learn social skills)
Late at night Joe Jackson would sneak girls into the boys rooms and show off... they're my kids and they're famous and now I'm going to do you!
Joe wanted them to not tell their mother about their secret
BILL: if the child would question their parent it is a sin against god
so Micheal was torn....disobey God and lie to his mother? or be loyal to his father?
In the end, he chose to protect his abusive father and lie to the one woman he trusted, his mother Kate
By 1972 MJ was deeply confused 14 year old. He became A-sexual. (in the speakers view)
Michael was very fond of women. He was a charmer.
Mike kept flirting wiht these girls.
but he shied away from girls
Michael didn't like to be touched and handled or pulled at...he hated it
(now there are girls relating how they wrote to him and got a response and met Michael)
BILL: dating and just wanting to have fun is strictly forbidden in JWs, so he couldn't just date without intention of marriage
Girl who met michael relates how they were forced to KISS and they ended up in a room together. But 15 year old mike didn't do anything...he resisted. He started a conversation with "do you believe in the Devil" and started witnessing to her for about an hour.
Michael resisted the accusations from the press that he was gay, saying he likes girls.
No wonder Micheal is such a total screw up as an adult....look what he went through as a child: on one hand, he's got his loonie mother and her new insane religion that forbids you to have any kind of a normal childhood, plus he's got his equally insane father who abused Michael mentally, emotionally and physically.........can you say: Dysfunctional?
Even so, Michael should have spent money on psychology to help him overcome the trauma of his youth instead of spending millions and millions trying to create a fantasyland that doesn't exist.......he probably wouldn't be in the predicament that he's in.
BILL: When you have that strict environment creates a group of kids with double lifes, life as JW and life as it is....
(talking about MJ leaving family and going off to do stuff alone. with latoya as guardian)
Sodom and Gomorrah - Studio 54 ah hahah ah hahahah a theres only us guys would fully understand that!
MJ told theresa (old childhood love) a secret that something in his past prevented him from doing something sexually with anyone. She never learned the details of his despair.
(Psychologist talks about abuse)
My 7 yr old kid is watching - she said 'make no wonder he was to play with kids' - out of the mouths of babes!!
Suggestion that MJ wanted to recreate his childhood because of its problems
The things he never had.
(footage of MJ excited at his new house)
He filled it with the playmates he was denied in childhood....(he felt he was denied a proper childhood in JWs)
the seven dwarves appeared in his house.....(guys in costume of course) and MJ was impressed
mike populated his palace with a noah's ark...(shows him with animals)
