One of the things I can't deal very well with is smoking. I remember telling someone I loved I really wanted them to stop because I didn't want to be the man holding her as she gasped for air dying from the habit. Not 2 minutes after we broke up she was back at it, strangely that hurt me as much as the breakup, thinking of her suffering one day as I had seen others do...all because of cigs...
One of my technicians came in today that I have been having trouble with, his perfomance had become horrible, and I had intended to let him go. He found out yesterday he has cancer in his throat, no insurance, and about 5 years to live.
He's 35, just like her.
WLG