Naeblis, laughter is also very therapeutic. It can be used as a powerful tool for denial. Apparently this is how you use it to keep from having to face the issues. You have made a decision and it would be almost impossible for you and others here to go back on your filthy course now. So you have to laugh, chuckle, smirk, and all those other child-like responses to side-step the fact that you have made a loser's bet. If you're wrong then you are in serious trouble. If you're right so what? The consequences of being wrong in your case are far greater than if you're right. So keep doing whatever it takes to make youself think you're right because even I would not want you to live with the daily fear of thinking you might be wrong.