It has been so long since I had anything to say on this site. But here it goes...
For those who don't know or remember my story... Five years ago I walked out of the Kingdom Hall for the last time. It was the weekend after my dad tragically died and just a few weeks after reading sites like Freeminds.org. From that point on, I got married and began a new life forgetting everything I was taught at the Kingdom Hall. Now here I am setting in the middle of Kansas watching gas go up 1 dollar in the past 10 weeks, watching New Orleans being torn to pieces and watching my income dry up. Just months ago, we watched a Tsunami rip up Asia. And, as if that wasn't enough, we've seen the middle east continue to crumble at a rapid pace.
Do any of you have any doubts about leaving Jehovah's Witnesses? How do you deal with these doubts? Do you feel this could be the end? Or, is this just another cycle in the grand scheme of things?
What doesn't help me, is my dad predicted the end would come in 2005, 30 years after the previous end date of 1975. His reasoning was: Jesus was 30 when he began his ministry. King David was 30 when he began his rule, and there was other 30 year dates in the bible.
Could there be anything to it? I think I must be losing my mind. HELP!