Welcome to the board Pbanna!
I can tell you from first hand experience that the elders are the absolute worst people on earth to talk to about depression. On a few different occasions I went to them regarding severe depression, substance abuse and self-injurious behavior, and all they did was lecture me on the importance of treating the body that God gave me with more respect. I always left feeling a hundred times worse than I did before. And nothing they said ever helped. The elders are in NO WAY qualified to deal with depression, chemical dependence, anxiety, or any other psychological issue.
Once I figured out that they were actually putting me in danger by increasing the guilt and shame that I already felt, I decided to never again speak to them again about anything, ever. I did see a professionally trained psychologist(I've actually been to a few), and I did so while still in. While some in the congregation(the few that knew) expressed concern that it might be dangerous, the fact is, they were just dead wrong. Talk therapy had none of the elements that I had been led to believe would try to weaken my faith. It was completely the opposite, in fact. Talk therapy was one of the most helpful things I could have ever done for myself. Psychologists and psychiatrists are trained to help people, not shame them. I am still on medication for my depression, but it has gotten much better. With the help of my doctor, psychologist, and other trained specialists in the medical field I was able to find a combination of medication and different support networks that worked for me and allowed me to start feeling better and taking an active part in my life again.
I think that you will find that the loving support you get on this discussion board is also very helpful. It has been for me, at least. It's a great place to come to connect with others who might be going through similar issues, or to just vent some emotions if you need to.
C