Welcome! I look forward to hearing more from you.
I am in pretty much the same place in life as you right now. Just trying to fade peacefully ( if that is possible). You'll have your days here and there, some good some bad. It's all part of the healing process. This site really helps when you are feeling "high, on cloud 9" and also when you are feeling "down in the dumps" Everyone is eager to listen and offer advice.