I consider my type of publisher the most dangerous kind to the Org and the one they hate the most. They often refer to us as the "double life".
We can sit there, act like we're "spiritual" etc... but we don't follow the rules. We do as we please, watch what we want and slip stuff into conversations every now and then to make people think. Our conscience aren't bothered by all the stuff they spew out to try and make you feel bad and get in line.
Hence why you always hear that warning of living a double life, you're outside of their control but still on the inside if that makes sense.