Well now we have the post traumatic milo situation sorted....
Yes, one eyed joe is right, that's the nature of PTS a sight, a sound, a smell can trigger a memory and you're right back there. I think the meetings themselves even without physical abuse were very emotionally abusive spaces where you were never good enough or spiritual enough or connected to enough of the right people I threw away all my meeting clothes for this reason they reminded me too much of that horrible place called the KH.
Hopefully more of these experiences will surface and alert the general public to JWs are just another religion and in many ways worse.